I Am Monique Denise Allen

If You Only Knew?

I plea the differ! I am not mad! I am truly disappointed in the mannerism of actions that are continuously exercised behind closed doors. I have to come to terms from over the years of realizing, I am too a study and or a project. I don’t know the details on studying an individual, group, organization, and or etc. Being aware that once it is realized that a connection presents itself whether from the past present and or future. Being aware! You are too the study. I have come to acceptance that when you are being studied, it is to remove you or to serve you.

So, true. The closet one’s to you serve you know good. This fashion is a poor being train of thinking. I should say in the richest formation. Envy to an envious being is a war of destruction. A weapon all by itself. Envy is a nuclear weapon. Nevertheless a human being can not take control of another unless permission has been given. Permission is invalid if taken place manipulation to constitute one’s train of thought to accept and to strive as a human being.

Spiritual law and order concludes it’s own form of timing and mannerism.

Are you able to identify your test?

Do you know how to observe?

Are you willing to understand self perseverance?

Honest-will can not be carried by all. Honesty is a property that we are born with our into. Willing and willingly in honesty is a true form a trust. Taking away someone honesty to cater to envious greed of neediness. The envious of satisfaction will never be satisfied. Envious beings our truly aware of their state and practice of blasphemy. These being lack reverence. Without casting a stone. They too will ongoingly continue to secretly destroy purity.

This being holds no authority. Yet, it provides an illusion of demand to submerge kindred beings in blindness and neediness. Cowardly this envious being takes the act of character. Due to their lack to demonstrating true compassion. Empathy does not exist.

If you only knew the power you obtain and hold within. You will be able to identify such creature or person nevertheless being. Envy comes in many forms.

Create and establish your boundaries. If you too are in a place and are building trust again. Take one step at a time. Understand your personal, platonic, business, and or etc relationships. Growing within and flourishing outterly.

Maintain confidence beyond confidant. Allow your presence to overshadow those who serve you know good. Whether it be people, places, or things. You will obtain the sight necessary when true connection or true opportunities that will arise at hand. Honesty a component a master key of true unification. Honesty feels good.

Honest forms generates the purist connection. Thou so shall see a domino effect of the mirroring the smile of honesty.

You must say! Know that you know! lol……

At This Stage

Presently my emotions are not my feelings and my feelings are not my emotions. The thought of maintaining a straight forward pattern of thinking. I continuously keep myself in a mental mind frame of positive affirmations.

I will not pronounce that I am alone. I will confirm that the boundaries that I have set around myself has created a alone space. This alone space is filled with so much opportunities. I’m not convinced to be all over the place. Especially when I must and it is required of me to adapt and perform many roles in order for my success transform into a premium manifestation.

Speaking freely is my way of depositing my currency of giving back. I no longer want to cater to passion. For I am able to identify those who feed off the passion of my strength to maintain such being. They adapt to low vibrational character.

To me being strong is a element that needs to merge with strength. These two elements will create compounds that will and cannot lack the capability of strong independence. Once this compounds takes its rightful place, the insecurities of individual’s that serve you no good are tested and tried upon you.

I am a true believe that individuals whom are in battle with themselves do not possess a staff or a rod. I truly believe that these types of individuals are posers of artificial light deeds and are destructive in secret. I do not fright such kind. For it has come to my knowledge that acts of false hood, false character, false value, false integrity only results law and order.

The state of grace will not tolerate the state of silence. Understanding women or men can only create an illusion to conform your mind to believing your are weak. As a survivor from controlled environment. My confess of the addiction of the entrapments. These entrapments where replicas of blockages, weary, and foremost depression.

Arise and demonstrate your power. You are not alone. I repeat my child you are not alone. So, this confirmation within self. This inner voice of tuition. I am grace and thankful. At this stage I would say no matter what you do to me I will always love you. This memory is up to you now to possess. I have departed my soul tie. I no longer yearn the passion of the association of thee. I am love. Love is kind. Love is gently and that is me.

As I conclude understand a people do not allow individuals to pierce your heart. Do not allow anyone to pierce your mind. You are the keeper of your journey. Break all cords of them who choose not to be on once accord.

Monique D. Allen

Value

Never second guess who you are. Value your mind, heart, body, and soul, become considerate to your time. Remember with the Lord you can make it. May the Lord continue to give you strength and a clear mind. Amen

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The Beginning

Begin with your value, develop a plan, take one day at a time, eliminate setbacks, go through with positive decisions, love yourself, and be yourself. -MoniqueDeniseAllen

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